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Mark Pawlak

from Quoddy Journal, 2006


            “Go to the pine if you want to learn about pine….”—Basho

            “[Keep] a small memorandum-book in the breast-pocket, with its well-cut
            sheathed pencil, ready for notes on passing opportunities….”—
John Ruskin,
            The Elements of Drawing, 1857

July 23

Young woman enters the office of the Mollynocket Motel, seeking a room for beau and
self. This in West Paris, Maine, just north of Poland and Norway, east of Sweden and
Denmark, but south of Peru and Mexico. Manager seated at the desk looks up, takes her
measure, notices the glitter-flecked letters blazoned across her tee-shirt:
            “New…York…City,” he exclaims, emphasizing each word!
            “No,” she replies. “I ain’t from there….But I been there.”

July 24

Constellations of dew
on window screens.
Spider, suspended
on invisible filaments just outside,
stages a tap dance
to fog horn accompaniment.
Cha-cha. Cha. Cha. Cha.

July 25

Slate gray bank of cloud drawn across the horizon
at which scalloped edge the newly risen sun winks.

July 26

Bangor Daily News:
“The Brady Gang came to Maine in the fall of 1937 for the same reasons 21st century
criminals venture north of Boston—seafood, foliage, and guns.”
Guns? Ah, but the road sign later passed on coastal Route 1 helps to explain:
            PAWN
            GUNZ
            GUNSHOP
            AHEAD

July 27

Watercolor
            “I just had to jot down these fleeting things . . . a rapid notation in watercolor and
            pencil: an informal daubing of contrasting colors, tones, and hues”—Henri-Edmond
            Cross, American artist (1856 – 1910).

Dull pewter morning sky,
Oilcloth spread over harbor,
tucked in at shoreline;
salt and peppershaker buoys set upon it
beside toy boats painted primary colors;
hump-backed island at harbor’s mouth
in shape of an overturned ladle.

Washboard ripples
fill the narrow channel
between shore and the island
with its comb of firs.

Chicken-wire fence
edges weed-wigged rocks
bordering a field
where sheep graze,
while sparrows and starlings
hop and peck among
clumps of close-cropped grass
peppered with droppings.

Screeching gulls strafe the yard,
then settle on green stained
tarpaper roof of the slouching,
lichen crusted chicken coop.
One fidgets, tucks its wings,
fixes its flinty gaze
on the dory flaking paint, turned turtle.

July 28

…violation of scallop rule, $250
…hand fishing sea urchin without license, $500
…negotiating worthless instrument, $150
…violation of marine worm rule, $250
…failing to kindle in prudent manner, $100
.
—Machias District court cases, Bangor Daily News

July 29

The sea twice daily
insinuates its tongue
between the muddy banks
of this inlet
fringed with damp grasses.

July 30

Sudden wind beneath
a darkening sky
raises waves
in orderly ranks
that charge the shore.

Shudders ripple through cattails
rooted in a ditch;
pelting rain follows,
bending them double.

Sky now brightening,
a lone figure
sporting white-hood,
gray cape, yellow leggings,
stalks field and shoreline
assessing the carnage.

July 31

Field Note: Sturnus vulgarus

Little old men out of 19th century Russian novels (by Guncharov? Gogol?),
wearing dark, ash-flecked greatcoats,
bent at the waist, heads down,
hands folded behind backs,
pace the length and breadth of this yard
searching for lost thoughts
among grass blades, sheep droppings.

August 1

Road Sign:
EWESFUL ITEMS

August 2

Fisherman stacking traps on the wharf,
greasy haired, unshaven, grimy with sweat,
stands stock-still in muck crusted waders
his eyes fixed on the
candy apple red painted toenails
of a woman in Bermuda shorts
transacting the purchase
of lobsters for her dinner.

August 3

No remnant of the customhouse
at Customhouse Beach,
but countless multicolored,
sea-worn, sea-smoothed
glass and pottery shards.

Also one rust crusted
V-6 engine block,
minus pistons, rods,
manifolds, et cetera—

object of fascination
to my teenage son
experiencing
nostalgia for a
past he never knew.

August 4

“He would frequently stop in his tracks to make slight sketches in pencil in a small book
which he always carried in his pocket and then pass on, always suspicious that if he
stopped too long to look in one direction the most beautiful thing of all might pass him by
at his back.”—Worthington Whittredge described the American artist Sanford Robinson
Gifford’s (1823 –1880) manner of working.

August 5

5 AM Sacramental Landscape

Old Testament night of thunder, lightning, hail,
and biblical downpours.
Now dawn arrives,

startling as the risen Christ
in Grunewald’s painting,
“The Resurrection.”

Shimmering golden platter
rests on the white muslin
spread across the bay,

reflection of the dazzling
Eucharistic orb
now arm’s-length above the horizon.

August 6

With apologies to C.D. Wright

Every year the poem I most want to write, the poem that might in effect allow me to
stop writing, stands at the edge of a field shrouded in mist—human apparition or tree
misshapen by harsh elements. If I invite it to sit beside me on the porch, it takes a
tentative step forward, pulling fog’s hem with it, then retreats. The field between us is
grown up in thigh-high grasses, wildflowers, thistles, pink beach roses with yellow
centers. Closer, the mown lawn is flecked with white clover florets and green blades wet
with dew. A foghorn blasts at regular intervals; clanking buoy keeps time. Lupines have
given way to Black-eyed Susans in the rock edged garden. Smell of strong back coffee
mixes with pine scent and salt sea air, for it is always August, Maine, a simple pine box
cottage with clean lines and wrap around porch, overlooking tidal marsh, sandbar, bay.
No coaxing will entice the poem to inhabit its form, step across the distance, occupy the
seat beside me. And if I should get up to approach it, hand extended, the poems backs
away, shape-shifts, vanishes into the haze.

August 7

Car with Maine plates driving coastal Route 1, sporting bumper sticker:
            “Go Renovate Boston.
            We Like Maine Just The Way It Is.”

 
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